During past years I often say " Happy Father's day" to my dad which meant a lot to him. This year I did not even say those words to him, those very significant words... I did not even have the guts to speak to him on his special day. Maybe because ti was a Sunday and I was at the church the whole day or may be there's another reason...
I can't say that the main reason is that it's just a Sunday but partially it is. He was to busy the whole day and I am too. I was busy helping mothers on their practice for their dance number for our church anniversary which will be next week already. He was also busy doing his affairs as the administrative pastor of our church. I don't know, how other people greet him even though he's busy.
Another reason maybe is that I'm quite shy. And I'm also thinking that I am already a third year student. But I think that's wrong. My own pride swallowed me. It devoured me. But as a son of a pastor I know I should be over my pride and it should NOT overcome me.
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